Cluttered

Muddled

Swampy thoughts.

Sludge from the bottom

is pulling me down.

Self decapitation

with sharp words.

Hard, hurt feelings

with a hint of self pitty.

Why why why?

Why must it end up

this way?

One negative thought

pushes feelings to

lead a parade of defeats.

Past and present,

also could be future.

Why the hell not?

It all starts

with not thinking clearly

Like I mentioned,

cluttered,

muddled,

swampy.