This chick is down

Self doubts flashing through my mind

Insecurity flashing through my mind

Worthlessness flashing through my mind

I feel like a joke, sometimes a fraud

Who do I think I’m kidding?

Just look at me.

What have I done?

What am I doing?

I feel dread, defeat, depressed, discouraged, disliked, doubt, failure, alone

I feel the devil is working on me.

Why? Why now?

I was doing better.

Why now?

What the hell do you want with me?

Screwed,

I look in the mirror,

you fake, you phony

what makes you think that you can

live a purposeful life like others?

You’re not good enough.

You’re just not.

Face it, you phony.

Nice try.