This chick is down
Self doubts flashing through my mind
Insecurity flashing through my mind
Worthlessness flashing through my mind
I feel like a joke, sometimes a fraud
Who do I think I’m kidding?
Just look at me.
What have I done?
What am I doing?
I feel dread, defeat, depressed, discouraged, disliked, doubt, failure, alone
I feel the devil is working on me.
Why? Why now?
I was doing better.
What the hell do you want with me?
I look in the mirror,
you fake, you phony
what makes you think that you can
live a purposeful life like others?
You’re not good enough.
You’re just not.
Face it, you phony.